All those tears were shed out of anger. No, we are definitely not feeling sad, it's not worth. Do you know how long we took and how much effort we put in? No, you don't. To you or perhaps even everyone else, it seem so small, so pathetic that they might not even see it. But, I am telling you that you are not us, not me. I felt like such an idiot, wasting all my time working on something when the results are just gonna disappoint us like that. Everyone's taking us like guinea pigs, we paid for the consequences, in turn for them to avoid it. I know it's terrible to say this because after all, it's not their fault at all that things turned out like that. Everybody will just take it like crossing over an obstacle successfully, I mean who really understands? Like Michelle said, no matter how much you thought you understood, you don't unless you are in the situation. I really don't want to think that way and I want to be happy for them. God, please make me a better person.

If only you could just raise that card like you did for the rest.
Dear, you have no idea how much I hate you now.

P.S I am definitely not defaming the school or who so ever that got to do with the school. I am just merely posting to let off steam, and if you think that is too much, I can just close this down. Sorry, I don't lead a perfect life where everyday I only meet with happiness and fun.

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