If you're happy, this is going to affect your mood.
If you're depressed, this is going to make you even more so.
So, don't read it.
I just needed to get this out.
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My life is just a mistake, a very very bad one and I've realized it long ago, just refusing to admit it. I chose to step into this place of misery, this horrific, unfeeling place where they train you to work, work and work like robots. Yes, just like robots, slog their guts out all their lives without a goal or what they are going through all this shit for. They just know they MUST do it. And it's not like you can just slap your boss, shout F*** right at his face, slam the door and get him out of your life forever. That will only lead you out of job, but us failing to continue this whole vicious cycle will make us blind. So blind that we can't see what's in front. I really can't stand that place anymore, even when I get out of it, there's always this invisible chain tying me to it.

At this point where my life is so screwed that it can't be any further and I don't know how to salvage it, the best thing in it is my friends and family, and it'll forever be.

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