Short update before I'm off for cruise.

With no expectations, there won't be any disappointment. I really need to bear that in mind.

Do you know that a few words from you just to show that you care about how I feel are more than enough? Enough to wipe away all the tears and take away all the hurt. But you chose silence and let me bear the pain on my own. It's not your fault, it's my own expectations.

There's this quote "Never idealize others. They will never live up to your expectations." by Leo Buscaglia. The fact that people will get hurt by others is otherwise define as your expectations for others. If you've expected that they are going to hurt you, then why would you even feel sad or anything, you got it coming right.

Nothing beats being left alone in a world filled with strangers, when you can't think of anyone to turn to, when you want to call for help but you can't see anyone in front, when you aren't even sure who's true. I felt more than just very afraid for the first time, I'd have chosen darkness than having to bear that.


Kelly/Sw

Thanks for calling dears, that call really gave me the courage to survive through that coldest night. No matter what happens, I never fail to see you there. Even though you might not be physically present, but it's like no matter which part of the world I'm at, whenever I meet with problems, you're always present as my pillar of support. It really really matters a great whole deal, it's like someone who gives you light after walking for so long in the dark. I really really want to say thanks for all that you've done, I love you guys! :D


Click Five is da best company, really, they can erase your troubles 24/7. Love!

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