Back!

Cruise was nothing much exciting cause the casino is only open for 18 years and above. :S Gah, I shld try sneaking in next time. Well, basically non-stop eating, non-stop arcade and the whole great thing is you will be given this credit card like thing on board, all the bill goes there! Hhahaaa! Totally cool shit man.
Btw, the buffet sucks, can't even be compared to Seoul Garden so what's the use if you've free access to the food all the time? Try dining at other restaurants instead if you're ever going there, though they are more on the high end average.

Oh,
Secret Recipe cakes retail at half price in Malaysia compared to Sg! That's a totally great deal. Too bad we only got two slices cause there wasn't a damn fridge in the room. :S

Stuff to look forward to now:
Camp
Japan
Outing
Sbf's birthday outing

Stuff NOT to look forward to:
Piles of holiday assignments

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I realized that being close is NOT about spending all the time in the world together. It's about knowing each other and the ability to trust them no matter what happens. Actually, I believe at least one person knows how much trust matters to me, but she did exactly what others would do.

Thanks turtle.

If you're reading,
I really wish you had trusted that I had my reasons for not telling you and I had my reasons behind losing my cool. I wish you were able to see what others couldn't, how I felt and what I was going through. I wish you were able to find me and be by me even if I chose to run away and hide in some isolated corner or rather I wish you bothered. Do you know why I didn't tell you what was going on? Why I can tell the others but not you guys? Cause they could sense something wrong even though they were not with me physically, they could find me and they trusted that I had my reasons for losing my cool, they had the initiative to ask me for my reasons. I wish you hadn't doubt our friendship and the trust I had for you.

I don't need you to know all these, but just being able to trust me, yet you didn't after all. But I think it's really unfair to you cause you're not the cause of the problem, it's not your fault at all, so yeah, sorry for all that trouble I've caused for you.

And if I've disappointed you cause maybe I'm not that best friend of yours that you always thought I was, maybe I'm not just not what you thought earlier, I can only say sorry.

But I've to say that you disappointed me just as much and it's not just you.

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