You were my Sun,

You were my Earth,

but you didn't know all the ways I loved you.

I can cry you a river right now.
My results suck like anything, or rather they're just a pile of crap. Maths suck, Lit suck even more, especially when I expected an A2 in comparison to my Mid-years. :S
As what Brenda said, we all know that it's no point crying over spilled milk but we just couldn't help it, the tears just keep dropping. And Ms.Lau said that she had confidence that I will be able to do well next year and she knew this is below my standard, but I had tried my best and worked very hard for it. Those words just hit right into me, for I didn't even try my best at all, I could have done way better! And I can't stand people having anymore confidence in me now, really, they just make me feel so bad, so so so bad. I didn't get my A1 for Math after all, as what I told Mr.Samat, in fact, it was way far from an A1.

I realized that it doesn't really help when people encourages you with stuff like, "I did way worse than you okay, you cry for what! I failed this, I failed that." "It's only one subject anyway, it doesn't matter that much right!"
I understand their kind intentions of trying to cheer me up, but honestly, it really doesn't work. I didn't actually come to realize that until what I've gone through today. I really don't know what to say to make people feel better, but now I know a hug or just sitting there accompanying them quietly is just enough even if you really don't know what to say.

Thanks for all those who really tried encouraging me and cheering me up and all the hugs, thank you so much, you all really made me feel way better. :D
To all those who're really troubled by their results, please cheer up, although I know that I have no right to say that because I can't even do so myself. We must all smile and spend our remaining days in 2S1'07 happily.


Had peer leader and CCA after school which really brighten my day quite a bit. :D Omg, Silvannaa is damn smart man she! :S Tskk.

I can no longer guess what you're feeling,

And the reasons for your smiles.

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