Labels: Very very very bad days, keep out.

When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take,
Do you see how much i need you right now?
It's so ironical that you never came every time I needed you most, neither did you breathe a word, nothing came from you. I learn that it's useless confiding in you cause you won't give a damn at all. I know you are thinking how much you all mean to me if I don't even go to you when I'm troubled. I can tell you that you all can mean everything to me, but I'm nothing in your eyes, I just can't find myself in your eyes.

Those that really cared might not be as close, but at least I can sense their presence whenever I'm in need. Thank you for being there, but I really don't want you to think that I only come to you with problems, in any case, if you ever need me, I will be there.

You really don't have to apologise if you don't think you're in the wrong. I really don't see the meaning in it at all. There are too many people living in a fake world and I don't want to be one of them.

"Trust is like a vase, once it's broken, it can be fixed, but it will never be the same again." I hate to believe in this, but I've to admit it really applies to everything.

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day and make it okay.

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