If tomorrow never comes..

I'll never have to get back Math, Art and Geog. Chinese is already a big blow for me, I don't think I can take any other. I really hate myself for sucking so much at it, just like what Nicole said, it's like no matter how hard I have worked for this, it still came to the same conclusion.

And what look what I'm giving my dad back after he has satisfied all my wants, this kind of atrocious results.

After MunYee's place today, I went back and sat by the poolside with Avril Lavigne's emo songs accompanying me. I just watch as the world moves in and out with all the little kids screaming and playing their hearts out in the water. I never know it felt so great to be left alone in a corner and observe how the world goes on.

To think you actually betrayed us for that little advantage you're promised. Just when I decided that I should accept you again cause after all we only have less than two weeks left together, you proved me wrong again. Sometimes, I wonder if you have really care about those people around you or you can only see yourself in your eyes. The hope I have for you is draining away, all of it.



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