Monday, 13 August 2007
Skipped down to Pasta Mania with Mun Yee straight after Science Common Test. :DSevere Warning.
Please ignore and skip this post if you are already feeling as rotten as me with too many problems eating into you. This post will be drafted out according to what comes out of my mind this instance, I suppose there will be loads of ranting. So, final warning, keep off. Only for those feeling really sunny, then you can let me stand under your sunshine.
E-learning is tomorrow and our tablets are all down with Trojan. How sweet can that be. Curse the person that started all this. Gah, it's not going to help anyway. Good luck man, probably be hanging out at Starbucks with my tablet and my dad's laptop. How cool. Tomorrow's suppose to be a GREAT, WONDERFUL and BEAUTIFUL day. I was just planning to hit GV right after we were allowed to log off Heu Campus. Really wanna go out with Lee & co, they asked me out on Friday but already made plans to celebrate Lisa's birthday at Sentosa.
Tsk, but now I'm considering sending my tablet to Funan to get it fixed, I really dread reformatting it. There goes all my wonderful plans for the day. Having to dig all out my long-lost softwares and install them back again make me really dizzy already. And all my brushes and fonts will be GONE. Bloody hell, ya getting on my nerves.
Let's see how things go. This suck, technology is the worst thing that has ever been invented. Curse the inventor. Curse Curse Curse. Sorry, you can count the number of times I used the word "Curse", that's because I don't wanna sound crude. Gah, I am not in the mood to blog now.
I just wanna listen to Fall Out Boy now and throw all the thrash out of my life. Byeee.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget
that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you
You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.
EMOOO PART. SKIP.
I am starting to doubt if I really understand you. Maybe I don't understand you at all in the first place. I seemed to have lost you long ago. Why is it that when I think you will come and help me out from all this, you just fail to do so? Whywhywhy? Maybe I shouldn't be expecting that from you at all. After all that disappointment, I'm confident now that you won't be there for me. Whenever I'm lost, you just don't appear anymore. Forget it, you're not a hero. Don't worry, I'm not mad at you or anything, I know that's what you wanna know, but honestly, I'm not. Perhaps it's not even you at all, it's me. Me and my own expectations. All I know is that from now on, I won't expect to see you there any more when I need you. I really don't expect anything from you now. I don't wanna live in that disappointment anymore. I don't want to wait for something that won't happen.
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