Do you trust the word "forever"?
"I admit, i once trusted the word "forever". But when everything fell into pieces, "forever"means nothing. it's just a word that is used in fairy tales which makes children believe that life is beautiful and the journey will be a smooth one. "
Queenie, my sentiments too.

I hate to believe that forever is not reality too. Fairytales don't belong to us.

Ahler, I hope you get all your stuff sort out soon okay. Don't worry, we'll be here. You must smile once everything's over.
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It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time

And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around 

It's like you're a leech 
Sucking the life from me 
It's like I can't breathe 
Without you inside of me 

And I know I let you have all the power 
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time 

It's like I can't breathe 
It's like I can't see anything 
Nothing but you 
I'm addicted to you 
It's like I can't think 
Without you interrupting me 
In my thoughts, in my dreams 
You've taken over me 
It's like I'm not me 
It's like I'm not me 

It's like I'm lost 
It's like I'm giving up slowly 
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me 
Leave me alone 
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone 
And I know I'll never change my ways 
If I don't give you up now 

It's like I can't breathe 
It's like I can't see anything 
Nothing but you 
I'm addicted to you 
It's like I can't think 
Without you interrupting me 
In my thoughts, in my dreams 
You've taken over me 
It's like I'm not me 
It's like I'm not me 

I'm hooked on you 
I need a fix 
I can't take it 
Just one more hit 
I promise I can deal with it 
I'll handle it, quit it 
Just one more time, then that's it 
Just a little bit more to get me through this 

It's like I can't breathe 
It's like I can't see anything 
Nothing but you 
I'm addicted to you 
It's like I can't think 
Without you interrupting me 
In my thoughts, in my dreams 
You've taken over me 
It's like I'm not me 
It's like I'm not me

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