Monday, 23 July 2007
Rushed straight to the hospital after common test to visit my aunt who is currently lying there after an operation. She looks really weak and fragile and she makes me wanna cry. I mean hospitals have seemed to be a really scary place for me and the strong antiseptic smell makes me so sick. I was there accompanying her alone till mommy came after work. I wanted to get her something from a convenient store, but the nearest one was OUT of the hospital. Like wth?! Cheers was under renovation. :(( Anyway, I still gone that mile to get magazines and some other stuff. :DD If everything's okay, she will be discharge tomorrow.God please bless her with all the strength she needs now. Please, you gotta be okay. ♥
My only mistake was to trust you. I never once regretted my decision, if that's what you want to hear. I am so amazed that I don't feel anything towards you anymore, I am not angry, not sad, not irritated. I just don't want to have anything more to do with you in the future. My life is complete as it is and I love it the way it is now, without you. I don't hate you cause I don't like the word, hate, like what's the point? Heh. I feel so accomplished, rather I should say I am surprised. You don't have any impact on me, so you won't hurt me at all despite all that you have done. You can go around trying to get close with my friends, knowing that I won't go there because you are there. But I know I won't lose any of them, forever, they are always there for me and I know it. Anybody will be able to see you through soon enough.
I regretted not listening to s.w, after all, she has never been wrong. Still, thanks all my SUPERR BEST FRIENDS for everything. :D
P.S/Brenda Chua you are one in case you are wondering.
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